Changing Piorities

God, never thought I'd want one of these!

http://www.arjo.com/au/Product.asp?pagenumber=2185&Product_Id=211&ProductCategory_Id=64

Shit if I can afford it.  But I have a pressure ulcer.....hmmm, call Regence???  A pressure ulcer from sleeping for six hours?  Brother, let someone else educate them on CRPS; but shoot, I do not spend all my time in freaking bed; except I can't change my foot dressing now.

DELIVERIES AND HOME HEALTH ARE  GROUNDED.
WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW FOLKS???

Ketamine-maybe; Ketamine coma, no way!

Try ketamine internally--naw, I'll pass!!! 

But the topical is helpful in RSD and proven not dangerous.

Medicare doesn't pay.

I don't think they pay for infusions.

Magnesium maleate, lidocaine (for people with normal rhythms)

I'd really like to not go through this again, thank you!  I feel like a fucking old lady for even considering it but Christ, even though I am six months from homeless, it'd be nice to not suffer this way.

BUT to those courageous enough to be gineua pigs, thanks, I will pass.

 But I like to breathe, pet my kitties, enjoy their much loved comfort, the emails and good wishes of friends.


Shockingly, my dad is out in the weather--running errands that couldn't be avoided.  He's bringing a fresh supply of bandages at least and something to eat; I guess I better stash any pain medication-life on this earth would cease